What's failure? The question he always had an answer to... "Have you tried sky diving yet" Stunned by the quotation, the interviewer 1 couldn't hold back the excitement to where this interview is going. "No" Why "Never occurred in mind I could gather courage or make time to do it", interviewer 1 opens up. A fine gentlemen, carrying a water bottle like a gym maniac, following a strict diet from the looks of it. An answer such that is not expected from him though. So, are you a failure? It seems that you had failed to enjoy, experience new things and let fear stand in the way with empty cups in your memory slots. Stunned, the interviewer. "What in the... " Just let me tell you another example. One could always shut the door so that he never has to open them again. Here he failed to face reality and let his thoughts be overtaken by the fear. Though, if that is his wish and achieved it, would that be his success? Or was...
"So, what's your excuse this time?" "This time, I won't deny that I didn't study. I just couldn't." The rusty fan came alive, making that weird noise - like it was laughing at me. Did i just make another joke? "Oh, you dare say that straight to my face? Tell me honestly, when did you sleep yesterday." "Past 4" "And woke up at?" "6:45..." "Do you take this as a comedy? And just how can you still stand he...." Interrupting the speech: Habit. It's been like this for nearly 4-5 years. Well, specifically, after that. And yes, i do feel sleepy - most of the time. I feel it in my bones and tiny fragments... that i need a life that's not this complex. Lost to express my feelings, always angry, devastated, tired, depressed, worried and God knows what else. And those few hours of sleep don't even feel like i own that sh*t anymore. Yeah, i was awake - my mind, at least. Felt like my body...
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